Yes I took the psychic test, and did the therapy session they required for all patients. So I already filled it out over a month ago, and I was completely honest on it, and I have regrets about it right now due to what you mentioned here. So I was not careful of how I answered my questions.. It does make alot of sense what you are talking about, not being desperate and this being the most important thing in my life. I don`t think I can re take that psychic test though... I told elist and the consultant in california my actual size, so the harm has been done there. I wish I had understated my size like you said and not been too honest in the psychic test, but I cant go back in time now...
So I pray I don`t fucked it up. Becasue a while after I took the test, I was approved and cleared to schecdule a surgery date in california. This was ofc weeks before I had talked to elist a few days ago, when he said no, and didn`t think I would get the results I wanted, and he thought I was already big and told me to see a therapist.
And Like I said, I told the office of Dr.Levine, europartner that I had talked with the California office, and wanted Dr. Levine to do the procedure on me. So I have a feeling elist and the california office are going to tell Dr. levine and the penuma team what I told them, and that elist will tell them to reject me. But I really hope they wont, becasue they cant and have no reason to.
Ok, got it, I won`t talk to Elist anymore or mention him to Levine. I have gone through all the steps required to get the surgery, the psychic test, the therapy session, and the circumcision. Only thing I am missing is a procedure date, and the consultation with Dr. Levine.